So, if you've ever read my fanfictions or followed me on Instagram, AO3/Archive of our own(I'm still pissed I at
times got the url name wrong!), or whatever site you see me at, you already know I write and draw twisted, dark shit.
Be it cannibalism, religion, antireligion, gore, non-consensual pregnancies, assault of various types.But, of course when
I do write fanfics(and non-fanfictions), I try my best to write them in a serious, sensitive tone. Some of it does serve
a purpose beyond writing tragedy. I wanted to depict Female on Male assault in a way that isn't sexualized or comedic.
I don't care very much whether you depict my OCs in a provactive way. Do what you like(unless the versions of my OCs
aren't of age). I personally don't mind if you depict my characters as Hetero, Gay, Straight, Pan, Non-binary, whatever,
As long as the OC Lore is thought through, I don't mind, cuz CJ's relationship with Ezekiel is abusive. I personally don't
feel the need to tell others this through here, but whatever, I'll say it anyway.
I also wish to write what most don't when it comes to certain topics along with depicting nudity in my work. My intentions
are rarely to depict it as sexual, but you can see it that way if you like. Art's subjective, yeah?
So, I won't lie to you, I sort of ship Piper(My OC) x Miles.
To be honest with you, I dont think it's ultimately necessary to tell you my Sexuality(or know yours). If you ask, I'll
tell. I'm a fictosexual and am into fictional men(though I admit I've looked at IRL men at one point or another). There's
other details I've left out, but pretty much this is what this is.
I don't really care what you do, how you draw my characters, just make sure you're familiar with the Original Lore for my OCs
before considering drawing them in any scenerios as some of my OCs have a dark past. Do I mind my characters being sexualized?
Not even a little bit! Hell, I do it myself! I still appreciate you asking all the same, though. The only characters I'd have a
problem with being sexualized or drawn in a way that's suggestive is any OCs being under the age of 18 or OCs that have bad
associations with other OCs(i.e., Travis and Zeke or CJ and Ezekiel).
When I was much younger(around 23), I was a self-proclaimed Laveyan Satanist(I still believed God existed, but doesn't get
get involved with us). I think that type of religion is agnostic, right? Anyway, I felt that Laveyan Satanism was more of a label
or identity to me, plus it didn't feel right for me at the time. I did read the general beliefs they had. "You're not obligated to
complain", "If you are in someone's lair(or house), you treat them with respect or leave. Be heartless if the respect isn't
reciprocated", shit like that. Long story short I don't carry that belief anymore and I think I'd describe myself as agnostic.
I also enjoy diving into various topics, even if I can't completely relate to them
Most of the time, I'm not completely sure. I think I often look at different shows, movies, etc and would often get ideas
from that. The idea from Piper's life is somewhat based off of me as my mom passed from breast cancer when I was a teenager.
Most of the things I write about aren't things I can relate to(I'm thankful for that). I'm hoping anyone reading this can't
relate to them either. My fanfictions are never just meant for grotesque, visceral entertainment and is meant to be relatable
for someone out there. I'm fully aware the topics depicted within my fanfictions are tough topics and are meant to be handled
with care. I intend to write these as a form of solace for those who may need it. I'm hoping to write future stories in ways
that are much more subtle.
Short answer? The Internet. I plan to try changing my art style.
So, I created Abby for the sole purpose to learn how to not take alot of things seriously or write some lighter ideas.